WAH. I have a xanga problem. They made me change my password a while ago, so i did, and now... I can't remember it! i logged myself out by accident and now i can't get back in. HOWEVER... when i use internet explorer and click on my favorites, it's all good (usually I use firefox), so i'm OKAY for now. but it's still very scary to possibly have NO ACCESS TO XANGA! minjue i bet that's like your worst nightmare... muahaha... the reason I can't just get a new password is cuz my account is linked to my cornell account (holy moly how long have i been on this thing!?!) and i don't have access to it anymore. so anyway, that's my problem. i've emailed them twice in the past month but they don't get back to me. so like i said... WAH. if you never hear from me again, you'll know what happened. meanwhile, i'll just keep trying to remember what the heck my password is. ...not my favorite porn star... hmmm not my hell's angel nickname i have tattoo'd on my butt... mmm... not iluvnicklachey... or ... AHHAHA i dunno what it is... sigh... hmmm maybe i'll post a pic. i like when ppl have pics on their xangas. 
this is me 2 years ago. i haven't mentioned that i recently decided that everything you ever need to know in life, you can learn surfing. You know that saying, everything you need to know... you learned in kindergarten? No. it's in surfing, i swear. whatever you need at the moment, you go out and the ocean gives it to you. And you have to face what you've been avoiding or dealing with. I mean, this is all me who can barely stand on the board... just think what a genius i'd be if i were good at it. | 
